I seriously don't understand, why do I have to feel this way, from the moment you appeared and till you were gone. It seems as if everything happened in a second or so. So I guess that's how quickly time pass when it's spent with you. Everything that's revolving around you is not even close to my desire. I know that it's not up to me to decide & the possibility of it going close to it is .. I'm not very sure about that, maybe close to a zero? I hope you'll get what you want, and never be ): or )': , forever. I'll be happy once I see you in bliss, really. In fact, I can't really ask for more.

Okay I'm not gonna continue here. I'll maybe just let it out to someone or my diary. Fuck, I hate my miserable-and-my-mind-and-heart-revolves-around-you-every-moment life and I love my my-mind-and-heart-revolves-around-you-every-moment life.

Thanks for making my day, love you )'''''''''':