I hate life now. I just need a fucking answer from you get it.

I'm starting to countdown to 13 oct when I've barely started on my sciences and maths . Fuck, plus live without.. I swear I can just kill someone right now.

I can't get to sleep, and again when I stay up, it rains, how true. I predict that tomorrow will be worse than today and today is alrdy so bad that I cried.

I don't know whether to be sad or happy . Grr, but great day today ^^

Cabbed to keith's place after tuition @ about 5 (: Met matthew at tanahmerah @ 7+ and cabbed to 85? Eric LEONG said that it was closed, so we went to pick him up and had to decide between pp and simpang. I wanted pp because it was nearer to my house. But matthew wanted simpang, the rest were neutral but still ended up going to simpang. And I was whining all the way, till we alighted argh ): Left @ 8.45pm.

Not very detailed. Gonna post @ my lj byebye.

Yay, my item from AA arrived today. Hopefully my hinkpink stuff will arrive tmr hehehehe. I'm gonna finish geog REAL SOON . And I think I shall mark the start of my shopping break till eoys are over, unless I am too stress and I can't control and have to spend a bit of money hahaha . HAR, and after exams I'll be RICH, not exactly, but at least have more munny ^^

I created an lj, but I'm not gonna let anyone know about it because it's a lil personal, like private hmm. Only random blogshop owners get to see if I comment? I guess they'll be too busy to even bother about those rantings and emo shit.

I WAS SAD, YESTERDAY . SAD TODAY, SAD TOMORROW AND I WILL STILL BE FOR THE REST OF THE DAYS AHEAD TOO I GUESS ): Life sucks. Everything is born to kill. Tell me the purpose of studying math / math. Okay shut up w/e, live with it . I'm gonna chiong for another 20 days, I CAN DO IT AND I STILL HAVE TIME. Mugmugmug & I can enjoy after everythings over ^^

Bali and Aussie here I come !!! :D

4 more pages to bed.

Adore the ones we ignore, Ignore the ones we adore.

:< I am lost.

I have been ... let's see ... studying rivers & coasts, really ): And shopping online again grrr . Yay, my item has been mailed out, I guess. I just ordered something from hinkpink, gonna transfer money tmr hehe. I'm at the first page of coast now . At least, it's progressing hmmmm ._.

I think I should create an lj, so that it'll be easier when I shop online since most of the cooler+nicer shops are @ lj. Okay I think I should. But I will still blog here because I heard that the uploading of photos on lj sucks + I have such hugefilesize photos, so I bet it'll suck even more if I shift there.

I love my baby#2 (bb) even more now because, when I shop online on my com or on bb (I can do it when I'm bored during lessons too ;] ), I can send my orders in on bb, I'll be notified on my bb once the owners send me my payment invoice and I can also reply them from there, and when I've transferred the money and I need to take a snapshot of the receipt to inform her, I can also take the picture and do it IMMEDIATELY on bb. Everything for freeeee, okay lah, I still have to pay for the bb VAS plan, BUT IT'S DAMN WORTH IT I SWEAR . Best buy!

Oh, I'll be going aussie after my chinese Os on 101109, and maybe celebrate my birthday there. Teehee, I cann0rt wait.

Back to geog and shop more later. I'm starting to get stress.

I feel like changing my skin to a plain white skin too ): how?

blog tomorrow, I mean later byebye .

I was very happy juz now because ... I WENT SHOPPING @ fep ^.^ Okay actually I know it's not really the time since I haven't really started studying ): I spent quite alot today ): But mummy paid for meeeeeeee, e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.h.e.h.e. Finally had my stingray after so many daaaaays @ newton, I like. I'm going to er... ps for dimsum tml and shop abit, then study . I THINK I SERIOUSLY NEED TO SIT DOWN, GIVE SOMEONE MY LAPTOP CHARGER, AND PUT MY BOOKS ON MY TABLE, really ): But I will be depressed for a while, till I really get into the books, damn .
Fwuacking hiao, why the fwuak is my computer not responding !@#$%^ ....... okay now 3 of the same window pop out _l_ I AM ALREADY VERY PATIENT, REALLY .Currently, I am very surprise that facebook can upload my terriblyhugefilesize photos so quickly -.- unlike last time, when I had to keep pressing 'Upload' more than 5 times after it fails each time. And why is facebook so addictive, tellmetellme.
Okay, I just ordered something from amberavenue hehe, N.T.S - transfer $ tomorrow.
Why am I always so anti climax. Everyone complains to me about that, shut up esp. matthew hew LOL . OHHHHH TALKING ABOUT MATTHEW HEW, I am still angry because I seriously don't know when to believe him. He lies to me too much, really . < mhjs, please see this. + I am SOMETIMES quite gullible , PLEASE DON'T CHEAT/LIE TO ME. I will feel stupid ): grrrrrr, I want more money.

Maybe I should upload some of yesterday's photos.

I was .. er zombed for the whole morning, till about 1 when someone called me during legacy while we were all setting our targets. I highed like helll for the first time today and alyana made me hit my elbow on the door ledge, stewpid.

Daddy picked me up after school, changed and decided to cab to tamps since it was raining, no drizzling and I was very lazy + tired + little emo ): Met keith at bakerz innnn . Searched for his backpack, and eric lim came ._. Shopped for backpack and PINK PENCIL CASE ):< Bought his backpack @ century and the chinese lady asked whether he was my bf, damn . And another malay guy from another shop, asked about my smiley face on my elbow -.- my blackberry, and also said that keith was my boiflen, asshole okehhhhhhhh .

Went for time travelers wife with let's see .. er matthew's sister, chowlin, xuemin, jerrold?, and another girl + keith and eric and it ended @ 9 then we went for subway yaaaaay, but I couldn't finish though I dint had lunch, weird :/

Cabbed home @ 11. Damn tiredddddddddddddd + Pictures next time .

Currently, there are 2 very happy peepo hehehe .

Didn't attend school on wednesday, lazeeeeee because I lala came _l_

Today, I am fucking hai (but not now fmlfmlfml ) and also today, is the worse day of my sec 3 life. I seriously don't know what the fuck is mdm lim's problem with me seriously, once she sees me, she'll have something to say about my attire I swear _l_ When she came to check out my group while we were discussing on our presentation (not really), she saw my nails and told me to remove them. After she moved away, I started swearing at her and I don't give a fuck whether she hears me, but it'll be better if she did.. damn ): Shan't elaborate. The rest of the day was just ..... shitty and econs remedial fucking ended @ 4 .

I just ___ ): Somone nice enough to callllll me to cheer me up ah . I hope tmr will turn out the way I want ): Love yoooo.

Shopping today hehe . I went for tuition AGAIN, but today's lesson was damn fun HAHA . Went down to town, got 2 anne klein heels (chio + zebra-y ^^), bebe sweater (Y) and er, 4 nail polish for faceshop and there's another thing I can't remember ): so happpppy . When I went to juicy, I sort of hinted to mummy that I want the mouse and keyboard, but she like don't care ))))))): ttm. Nevermind, I will get it one day I don't care ):< Waiting for someone to finish doing somethingggg.

My dad is extremely weird today . Being the one who saves the most money in the family, see what he did for me today.

We went down to comex 2009 and I told him I LIKE blackberry bold ( Wasn't intending to get one, because I THOUGHT my dad will obviously say no because my phone is less than a year old, and my contract hasn't end), and I want to get a better webcam, and maybe a new lappy, and so, we went to singtel, then to m1. I wanted to take a look at blackberry, so he's like 'it's there' and I asked the salesman about the bold and curve and storm, contract, plan and other stuff then he's like 'anything lah, take loh' I was like O.O but I didn't want to say anything in case he like 'don't want sua' . Fyi, my dad acts like a kid lol. But they ran out of bb curve so we had to go down to change alley to get it, yay. I wanted bold at first, but I realised it was too bulky and my fingers are slim enough for curve, so yeah .
Next, we went to sony and he asked me how I thought about this vaio laptop (he's about to buy it) , but I said I never liked sony stuff because I THINK it's lousy ah. Okay, walked away. Then we went to the level six for a creative webcam, so I found the booth and asked about the not the most expensive one because I thought he'd say ' Not worth it to get such a good one ' But I ended up getting the most expensive one because he said so. DAMN WEIRD I SWEAAR. But the fair is not that crowded, compared to the IT SHOW 09 D:

Went home, and left home @ 7 for keith's chalet bbq. Elyn and I sat at the same spot throughout lol. It was only 7+ and most of them were drunk -.- The ruban guy was like I don't know? Siao? Stand on the tree, pour coke on himself, stand on the garbage bin . Keith another one, don't know talk what rubbish to me. And most of them were talkative if not, can't stand straight. Luckily we had desmond. At about 9, everyone was more sober and we started talking. I don't even know the names of the people I talked to . And eric was as usual, cute in his way + his lame jokes (Y) lol. It was embarrassing for desmond to tell everyone that I'm his girlfriend. Wtf, some people believed. Eh I have eyes.

I'm gonna meddle with my curvy and dump my itouch aside for a day teehee.

I velli happy today hehe . I met elyn @ pl mrt and waited for matt and keith . Cabbed home and blahblahblah, ate, talked, played, pinched, camwhored . I don't feel like talking about it , see fb for photos. Omg mummy is coming back tmr nuuuu ):

I'm at smu now hehehehe . I was suppose to get presents at pp after school, but I was damn tired and lazy and some fucking bastard lied to me, so I went home to rest first. And I'm out again because I was bored -.-

I'm suppose to finish my cheena work and er, econs file fuck . If not I have to stay back in skoool tmr till I get everything done fucker. I don't wanna go school tmr omg, and obviously I don't need my progress report. I can, imagine the numberS.

I'm going to a pub later wahoo, to celebrate mummy's birthday ^.^ Dinner at 9.30 omg hungeri , and I didn't have lunch D: I need to and I want to lose weight omg, I feel like a lump of fats.

I WANT JUICY'S FLEXIBLE KEYBOARD ): AND WIRELESS MOUSE FUCK ):



Life seriously suck . It's 144.404SGD for both if i get them online. I went to taka to see that day & it's 110 for the keyboard alone, whatthefuck . One reason why I hate sg, as mentioned somewhere below.

I think I should start on chinese wtf damn it. I think I shouldn't go school tmr, and I'll be in school at 6 because mummy & daddy have to leave damn early sian ttm huuhuu ):