Hellomello, it's friday agaaain huhu but it seems as if I just said this yesterday houmaigod, one moar week closer to death, BAD ): Maybe guuuud, cause long weekends are here to visit me again hehehehe, which means I get to step out of __ taikeng gardens, to shop maybe, or at least let me escape from the pile of books lah. I want to get out of sg NOW, I don't mind thailand, cheap = can anyhow grab, let me get out of this fucking shithole ): W/O second thoughts, no, impossible, stop dreaming. Okay, i dream day and night. Not velli guud.

Sometimes I really wonder why I wasn't born an angmoh, so I can stay either in europe or usa, and get ANY CHEAP branded stuffs AND THEIR JUICY OUTLETS ARE EVERYWHERE, ok not really everywhere BUT AT LEAST MORE THAN SG'S ONE AND ONLY PATHETIC OUTLET @ TAKA, THE SIZE OF MY ROOM . Okay, not that small, just exaggerating. But seriously, sg's outlet makes me speechless, even hk's outlet ownnnnnnnns . Fuck taxes, fuck service charge, fuck gst _l_ make me more depressed only . Yay, email from juicy? let's seeee -juicycouture.com-

Dreams are simply reality, waiting to happen <- i don't agree/believe to this shit AT ALL. fuck stop lying, stop giving me false hope.

It's 3.04 and I am still awake. Still sad . Sleepless nights hai haiz . White.

I have to conclude something: It will always rain in the morning, whenever I stay up till 3am wow .

Some shit took peekture of me when I was webcamming jackie lol sucker. Braceless ehehehe ^.^

School was again, slack. Not gonna talk about what happened @ the lab today -.- Slept from 1.30 to 2, not knowing that school alrdy ended, and I had to go for amath remedial. This sucks. I hate tuesdays, luckily I get to skip half a day of skooool (most importantly PE) tmr for dental appointment to get retainers hahahah .

I feel .. like sleeping but I am velli high nao but velli uptight but velli satisfied but velli I don't know .. weird , WHY?!

I think I'm just gonna .. sleep. Bai. Love YOU.

In a very helpless mood now and I think I lost inspiration in doing almost everything. Is it you, or is it just me, that I've been in suspense ever since that day you ... I mizzz you
I'll never want to let go AGAIN . I love eu . and maybe hate you, hate you for existing in mai life, for 3 splendid but most of the time, PATHETIC years, still counting seconds.

I am NOT ____ (okay/alright/fine/happy/sleeping though it's 4.56am)
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO NOONE BUT ME, FUCK MY LIFE (in a serious way), REALLY.

I had a booking yesterday for being late ): Saaaaaad. Vic & tessa were there too ahahahahaha. And I was so attentive during chem yesterday, though fazzie didn't come to skool & wasn't there to talk to me, so me = lonely and quiet (at times). I so happy, I actually understood acids & bases and today, nurul, evelyn and I thought of a new style to memorise the reactivity of metals blahblah. HAHA DAMN COOL and it sounded like italian (Y) . I should do something to surprise Mrs chan tmr ^.^ iie shh0 pl0ud 0rf miieself w0rhzxcs.

I am starting to love amath ever since we were done with that shitty confusing chapter , and hate bio cause of ms aishah and the shitty topic we're at now ): I'm going to study at the airrrrport with elyn, and maybe matthew tmr after school hehehehehehe .

Don't know whether I should go for Natsu matsuri this saturday ): Delon just asked me to goooooo . Sian, I shall see what I have on that day. Maybe I'm going shopping with mumsie wahoo .

Hi friday, love chu .

I just came homeeee ): damn shag nao . I had cheena tuition in the afternoon, gathering @ ecp was cancelled cause of the bad weather(spoiler) A reason why I hate sg during this season. Went over to delon's place @ 7 for some party. Delon, shihui, jaime, boon and his sister, bryan, dexter and some other longtimenosee or neverbeforeseen peeeeepo were there . Delon suggested going bowling, so I went home first to change and get my ball and he came to pick me @ 12am, headed down to yishun safra. Initially, all of us wanted to go party world but it wasn't worth it so .. stick to the plan . Owned delon hahahahaha (Y) luuuuzah .

Went for supper @ chong pang, sent jaime home, then sent boon and his sis, then me D:

Yesterday was messy. I was stuck at home for hours, not knowing who to meet, and someone that I wanted to go out with didn't reply, sooooooooo I didn't know what to do ): Came straight home after skool , bathed prepared and went out again at 5 . Met elyn at simei and we went down to tm to wait for mattttthew's skoool to end . Had pepper lunch for deeenerh (L) . Slacked @ a playground near elyn's house. Left at about 9 and some fucking bastard carrying a baby bitch shouted at us, "You all just leave your things here?!" -referring to the bbt cups on the slide there- I was like fucking pissed, that I could just kick his lj and punch the baby bitch fuck face. But even thought its ME , I still went back to clear my cup and MATT'S too . I was swearing all the way , I know velli inconsiderate but wtf _l_ fuck his attitude.

Went to tanahmerah mrt with matthew, and took 24 home. I was stuck outside the house for more than half an hour because nobody opened the door for ME, even though I rang the bell that it was about to shatter in pieces. I thought my mum was angry with me for going out almost everyday till late, that she dumped me, changed the lock and everything . Phewwww.

I've been an emo momo since thursday or maybe since 2 years ago . I think I have alot of work but I am velly lazy tuh do, and even if I knew what weekend hw I have, I doubt I'll even bother to dig for the pieces of paperS . My hair like shit today . I have to take my IC photo tmr, and one of my eyebrows can't be seen, which means I have to pin my fringe like some fucking ahlian till it can be seen . OVER MY DEAD BODY I'LL EVER PIN MY FRINGE OR SHOW MY FOREHEAD IN ANY PEEKCHA I TAKE IN MY LIFE . Somemore right, my ic = life, so .. fuck no.

Reedeeculers ): I'm going to shang my CHUANg nao, bai .

Shan't elaborate on hk anymoar 0: Arrrived on tuesday night , came home, unpacked luggage, showered, slept @ 3 ):

I'm as tired as yesterday, yesterday yesterday, yesterday yesterday yesterday ): Kept dozing off during geog, hmt, and slept throughout english today ): Had chem spa today ^^ Happy . I have fake drugs nao heheheh . Shall check out my blue crystals tmr, kewl (y)

I bought so many things that I don't know whether I'll be buying anymore stuff for the next few months. Socks and Juicy(!) shoes + wedges, another pink wedge and 2 other nine west footwear that would last me a lifetime hehe. And other clothes hehehe, and 2 other bags, agnès b polka dotted backpack for skule and another gucci medium tote \(^^)/ -Adds on some other pink small cute rubbish-

Some shit lied to meeee ): sooo, I don't know where to go tmr . Anddddd matt didn't reply, sherm have ballet till damn late, hiro and elias maybe but I don't know their friends and I don't want to be the only girl there, sis asked me to join her, together with her friends for dinner and they'll be drinking at night :/ Maybeeee.

I believe that I should spend my days before eoy wisely.

Firstly, my legs are tired
Scondly, my legs are damn tired
Thirdly, my legs are fucking tired ):
Okeh, this is bad but I likeeeeeeee ^^

Landed at about 6+ and checked into my hotel blah, and walked around our hotel area , bought ALOT of things . I found something that can cure my blackheads like finally, gonna buy more for SOME PEOPLE and myself duh, tmr

Today, I went to harbour city and before that I was roaming around that area, going into random shops, buying random stuff (since they were so cheap, JUST ANYHOW GRAB LAH). Somehow those small little rubbish I bought just now, will come in handy next time lah don't care ^^ JUICY COUTURE OHMYGOD ): wasted my time, coming all the way from singapore, and my juicy pink wallet (the one and only shit that I always wanted from there) IS ILL no where to be seeen sian ): Fuck, only got the imitated one in those night market . Fuck, my mama asked me to buy . Fuck, I where got so cheeeeeap, NO WAY .

Went into burberry, LV, prada, dior blahblahblahblah and so manymanymany more -Collection of pink things go UP- = HAPPY ME . My luggage like full alrdy -_- I need another one.

I just came home after shopping for 13 hours straight and I need to bathe so smelly . Good and bad. Enough of branded stuff, mongkok tmr = CHEAP .... GRAB EVERTHING.

Celebration today was like the most boring of all the 3 years . Cabbed home with elyn, changed, prepared and everything . Cabbed to paya lebar mrt and headed down to marina for kbox after so long hehehehe . Along the way met Mrs ang (omgdie) , paige, tat huey and amanda D:

Spent almost 18 bucks on cab, to find matthew hew and keith ahhhhhhhhh . Keith started zilian-ing -.- and the rest played with my ipod and shades ): chiong back home before 7.30 . I have a curfew today because my sister found out something ): Sian .

I need to pack my luggage nowwwww, if not i'll be dead man . I take so many hours to pack (idk why) . I can't wait ahhhhhh . I will leave jane alone for awhile hehehehehe . I will get gifts if I have enough marny for myself hhhehehehehe . I WILL dig out some marny to get stuff for SOME people, even though I have no money ehehehehe . I may not blog tmr, and I may not bring my lappie cause damn troublesome :/ I'll just blog and do everything with my itouch \(^^)/

☆ Matthew ♥'s:	i book already dont let any fuckers take over me

Sophie.:	LOL OKAAAY . if you still talk to me lah hehehehe .

☆ Matthew ♥'s:	is if you talk to me or remember me aiya actually nvm de

Sophie.:	okeh ^^ DAMN COOL SIA .

☆ Matthew ♥'s:	as long as you still talk to keith i sure know you
	20 years down the road

Sophie.:	hhahahahahahah eh damn cool sia can imagine .

☆ Matthew ♥'s:	ya i know you from 13 till 33 W.t.f

Sophie.:	yeah

☆ Matthew ♥'s:	lao zhar bo

Sophie.:	LOL

I can't wait for saturday ohmygoddddddddddd ): fasterfaster .

School was .. dull . I slept throughout ss and my recess D: I feel damn bad (I'm still feeling) because athirah woke me up to do the econs project, but I was damn pissed and I just ignored her ): Omg sorry :/ Then Mdm chee didn't come, another free period. Slept during chem AGAIN, I feel damn bad because Mrs chan like damn cute and damn nice to all of us, esp meeee .

I just came back from j8 with my sister hurhurhurhur. She wasted like 15 minutes of my life walking aimlessly in ntuc ): okeh, I am gonna bathe and sleeep . Long day tmr, I AM GOING FOR TRAINING TOMORROW < SEE THIS, after i think 2 months hahahahaha . And I have tuition at night, sad ): I CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY ): OH MY GOD, who's sending me off? ehhehehe .

I'm starting to luv my class alot hehehehe, and it's only those few who revolves around me all the time . I want to move back to my old seat ): first reason is the fucking fan and secondly, it's the peopleee (Fazzie, jiahui, angel, athirah, bowlers ^^ blahblah. ) There wasn't spot check today, annoying . I was wearing my super long pinafore around the whole school, and it was so fucking uncomfortable because I felt so much cloth on me ): god.
Athirah today like horny only, hehehehehe .
Some shit, lied to me today, took also long to reply a fucking sms, and didn't answer my calls. So in the end, I went home straight after remedial and when I was at my doorstep, he called me back wlaoooooo . Hopefully he doesn't ps me tmr again sian .

I sneezed more than 30 times today already, woah .

SPA tomorrow boring hmmmmm ... NO, I CAN'T SKIP SCHOOL ANYMORE . I sat on matthew's hand and he was in pain for about 2 minutes, I don't think I'm THAT fat but still, I swear I'm gonna whack my thighs till it gets smaller, fuck fats, bad fats .

I velly hairpy tuhday :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D