Nat spam called at 1.15 [: but then i slept again, and woke up at 2 D: blow & tie my hair, then went down for lunch . Left home at 2.30 .

Reached ssc, nellysa gave all of us muffin . But i only ate the chocolate on top, then the rest i threw it away :x played 154 today ._. then the rest anyhow play alrdy . Went home, watched mtv -insert lots of hearts- [[[[[[[[[:

the first mv i saw was haruharu . And i got so excited that i could see TOP so huge and clearly -_- then next was news-happybirthday . hehhehehe [: and the rest were boring songs D:

After dinner, talked to nicholas tan ahemahem :x asshole, keep say my face, say I look like ghost ]: then I go say his hair like CB HAIR . HAHHAHA :x horrrrrr, korkor :X he is going to india -.- for 10 fucking days, and I don't know how the hell is he going to survive there -_____-

Since ahem didn't talk to me today, I'll be going to the healthy lifestyle thing tmr .

Reminder(for me) : bring polka dot cards &wake up at 12 -.-


I see your msn icon, turn from green, to holding a red sign, to green and fucking hell to BLACK -'-
And whenever it turns green, I would fucking hell hope that you would talk to me any minute from now .
And whenever it holds a red sign, I would just understand that you can't live without dota and that dota is more important than ME and hope that you'll talk to me the next time it turns green [:
You dc-ed, -alert pops out-, it turns green again . - awaits- :D :D
next, it help a red sign -'- that's when i know the chances of you talking to me today, or even next time, are getting slimmer .
-goes to toilet-, -out-, -checks com-, BLACK man -'- -'- -'-

I got fucking pissed and I didn't wait for you to come online anymore because you told me you would attend school for the rest of the week, which means you have to sleep and wake up early .
But if you talked to me, I bet we'll still be talking now .
And that would be when all the heeheehoohoo come outs again, and i wouldn't need to be so dao to the people who talked to me on msn [ sorry ]: ]
Maybe I shouldn't ask for too much . I should be happy that you even started talking to me though everything that happened last time was all my fucking fault (I WAS STUPID BACK THEN . i hate you, sophie -'- )
I don't know what more can I write to you, because if i start writing again,
I bet you'll just be seeing those similar sentences .
I still have ALOT OF things to tell you, and those are more than words can say .
Would you even trust for one last time [i swear YOU], and that those things that happened last time would never EVER happen again ?
I never wanted anything, other than to be your Everything ♥

ILoveYouMadly,Endlessly,Wholeheartedly (L)